Brain can't stop thinking and wondering and imagine , blood moving fast inside arteries, aorta carries and distributes oxygen rich blood, heart is pumping hard and harder, lungs expand and contract vigorously. You feel sad and lonely. sometimes, you smile because of memories but you still feel sad. The empty side inside your heart , some parts are crumbled down and some parts are still standing but fragile. That is hope. hoping something is nearly impossible.
When the heavy winds collided, you feel the pain. lungs expand and contract, heart is pumping slow and slower, blood moving slowly inside arteries and brain can't stop produce more memories to feed the pain. You feel like someone is pulling your heart's string every second. When you can't take it anymore you cry wishing the pain will go away.
This is how i felt every time i missed you.I infrequently crying outside but crying inside, always.
Just want to say Happy Thirty-two months sayang. I hope you are happy with your life. Take care, I love you so much. oh I miss you so much (:
until next time,
helmi.
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